Friday, September 29, 2006

Thesis A Go

I have renewed zeal for my area of specialisation.

Whenever people hear that I'm studying the bible with no affiliation to the church and no desire to teach they shake their head and give me a look of utter disbelief that says "how you going to make money? why would you want to do that?"
I like money and all that it can buy but forever money has always come near the bottom of the list of priorities that include at the top self-examination, IZ and the mystery of synchronicities.
I've said I'm not smart and this is the absolute truth but I have the gift of grasping connections without thinking. My brain seems to put information on top of each other in sheets with cut-outs and I can immediately see where the two holes line up.
I have been toying with an idea for a thesis that was completely a shot in the dark. Rolling it around without evidence- just a deep solid feeling that I'm unto something.
Yesterday for the first time I began to research my idea and it was like striking oil.
It's cut out upon cut out upon cut out and I'm breathless, muttering curses to myself that such synchronicity exists in the world hidden while completely exposed. How can one not want to study humankind's relationship with God and themselves as expressed in myth? It's fabulous and I am so completely enamoured with it.
I wish I could go into the details of my findings but I think those things are supposed to be secret until submission. What I can say is that those who find me a FS now will shudder at the crap I'm going to spew forth.

2 Comments:

At 1:35 AM, Blogger Archer said...

Congratz! Its always a great feeling when you make a breakthrough.

 
At 6:19 PM, Blogger BIM said...

Thanks.

 

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